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Last YouTube Access: 11:47 am May 25th, 2011

Age: 20    Gender: f   
Location: NL
Occupation: Student

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Heee :)

I've been incredible busy (I still am) and I appreciate that you are okay with that!

End of May I have my final exams and after that I have loads of times! I can't wait and I can't wait to keep in touch with all of ya okay!

See you soon...

x Chalina

20 october 2009 WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

I just got from the cinema! I've seen THIS IS IT MOVIE! OH MY! It's the most beautiful, honest, wonderful, sweet, sad, funny, typical Michael and EVERYTHING ELSE! Its so great! EVERYONE SHOULD GO TO IT!

I've been to the premier in my city! Los Angelos time 20.00pm is here in Holland/The Netherlands 05.00am!
So I went to the cinema in the early morning hahahahah! Oh it was everything worth!:D

I'll love Michael forever! And love lives forever:)

This is what I wanna tell you all!

Take Care, Keep strong, go to the cinema as fast as you can and Stay Michaelistic;)

Much love

Chalina
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I don't know exactly how to begin this sentence.. or the words I wanna use to explain the feeling I have on the moment.
A lot of friends of mine, can say such beautiful words and write a beautiful story about Michael.. I can't.. I'm not really good in explaining myself in words.

There's a lot to say about Michael.. I.. but now I don't know what to say.

On the 26th of June I wrote a story about how I felt back then when I heard the news..
The feeling hasn't been any different. I still can't believe it.

What I told a dear friend of my, is something that happened today (28th of August ).

Today (28th of August ) I was on ebuddy ( because my msn doesn't work on my computer ) and I talked to some friends and Michael fans..
Then there was this boy I added, because I thought he was a Michael fan too!

I said to him: Hii, how are you? Are you a Michael fan?
( I always ask this question to people I don't know on msn, because when they answer: Michael Who? Then I know that they aren't Michael fans and most of the times I delete them straight away:p haha sometimes I keep them if they're nice
But most of the times when I ask it, they say: yes of course.. you too? )

Well this boy said: You mean Like a Michael Jackson fan?
And I: Yes Who else!
He: Yes I do like him
And I: So are you gonna celebrate Michaels birthday tomorow:D

He: Why? The guy is dead


And that sentence,, it just hit me like a bullet! I don't know why but it was like that I half realized that its really true! I really was in shock then

Its already been 2 months and 3 days, since Michael.. you know! I don't want to say it, because I STILL don't want to believe it!

I know that people keep saying that he's in a better place now, and I also used to say that to everyone , but now I'm worrying!
I mean what if Michael doesn't like it there in heaven? What if he's so unhappy that he can't be 'physical' to his children ( I Mean I believe in spirits, but .. I don't know,,Just imagine.. It would be strange to see your own children, who you love so much.. and you can't even hug or touch them! )

Oh I hope - and I think that you share this wish with me - with all my heart that he's in peace and rest now!

Well thank you for reading this!

Keep Strong, Take Care and Stay Michaelistic!

xChalina

ps: Tomorow is Michaels birthday! I wish everyone a HAPPY MICHAEL BIRTHDAY!:D
WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO
Lets Celebrate this with a lot of SMILING and HAVING FUN!:D
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